I dunno what to do! I feel so unhappy with myself. I don’t have a job, I don’t have friends here in Berlin, I am the whole day alone at home. Sometimes I think I am getting one day crazy, or maybe I am already? God please, give me my smile back! I think I lost it somehow. And I think I wont survive any longer without it…
If you have seen my smile, then PLEASE let me know it. Thank’s.
Let me ask you something, in all the years that you have…undressed in front of a gentleman has he ever asked you to leave? Has he ever walked out and left? No? It’s because he doesn’t care! He’s in a room with a naked girl, he just won the lottery. I am so tired of saying no, waking up in the morning and recalling every single thing I ate the day before, counting every calorie I consumed so I know just how much self loathing to take into the shower. I’m going for it. I have no interest in being obese, I’m just through with the guilt. So this is what I’m going to do, I’m going to finish this pizza, and then we are going to go watch the soccer game, and tomorrow we are going to go on a little date and buy ourselves some bigger jeans.
Home again, home again,
one day I know, I’ll feel home again
Born again, born again,
one day I know, I’ll feel strong again
I left my head, many times I’ve been told
all this talk make you old
So I close my eyes
Look behind
Moving on
Lost again, lost again,
one day I know, our paths will cross again
smile again, smile again
one day I hope to make you smile again
Many times I’ve been told
speak your mind, just be bold
So I close my eyes
Look behind
Moving on
And the tears will clear
Then I feel no fear
Then I’d feel no way
My paths will remain straight
Home again
Home again
One day I know
I’ll feel home again
Home again
Home again
One day I know
I’ll feel strong again
Lyric from Michael Kiwanuka – Home again
If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another
I think I am addicted to my boyfriend. I need him around me like 24/7… Seriously! Otherwise I just really feel uncomplete. My heart aches.
But damn,… I know he is only at work right now. Stop it, heart! He will come home soon.
And then……….. hug him til death!!!
Woahahahaha.
I hate how sometimes, people seriously stare at me. It makes me wanna:
”EGO” is the only requirement to destroy any relationship..
Because love means to share and not to take all for yourself.
… when you’re eating dinner, at someone elses house and you don’t like the food, but you have to pretend you like it
Then they ask you if you want more
Hahahaha, true story!
(source: http://cherried.net/page/16)
Do you know this feeling when you gonna start to annoy yourself? Then you know how I feel now. Since a week I am sick. And it don’t seems to be better! I even can’t sleep at night,… I am desperate.
Please, can someone cut off my head? Thanks.